[She shakes her head, keeping the glass at her lips. She's clearly fighting it as best as she can before she lowers the glass] It won't help. It'll just upset you and make people pity me. I--I don't want people to look at me and just see some sexual abuse victim--

[Oh wow she is putting the glass back up to her lips, trembling and glancing at the door. If she runs, the awkwardness can be stalled until later right]